this is something i figure out in the past few weeks...whenever you want to gain something you, there is sure to be something got to lose...i tried to gain something but i nearly lose the other...but in the end i m still on the same place not moving...haha someone taught me that...when something appears in your life and you don't try to grap it, the chance might not just come again...i understand fully what this phrase truly mean...but something that is not meant to be your, you shouldn't even try to go and grap it... that is all for the chim chim ideas of mine...hahaha... but seriously when being with suresh and hakim sometimes i got to at as though i m changed...always looking for girls and stuffs...actually i don't need any girls...haha...friends are much more important to me...watson thanks for giving me a ride on your bike...and i know you always loved me...by placing a sticker...you know what i mean...haha i like the new me...but i don't wish to forsake the friends of the old me...i still need the four brothers and the 18 year old virgin...hahaha...i can be myself with you guys...although you guys will irritate me by playing with my idoitic past mistakes...but who are the ones that are with me when i needed someone the most...you guys...THANKS still alive @ 6:37 AM
